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It’s NOT Your Fault

2/16/2015

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In 2004, I cofounded a child sexual abuse prevention organization in Iceland.  I moved my family there and ran this project for two years.  Then I moved my family back to the U.S. and participated with the organization through the web and by traveling back and forth to Iceland. 

I’ve given CSA presentations to thousands of people since then, many of them teens.  It was during that time I received an email from a teen in Iceland.  After he realized he could trust me, we began to email back and forth. 

Slowly, he opened up and told me about his life: a very sad story of physical and emotional abuse by his stepfather.  The abuse started when he was six years old.  By the time he contacted me, he was sixteen. 

His mother had passed away, and he told me he didn’t cry.  Why would he?  She didn’t protect him from his stepfather’s abuse.  You can’t love a parent you can’t trust, one who won’t protect you from harm.

That brought tears to my eyes.  I could remember being angry with my mother when I was his age.  She didn’t protect me from my stepfather’s abuse either.  Now I know why.  She was just doing the best she could in an abusive marriage.  

As he opened up to me, he told me about his troubles at school and how he thought about hurting himself.  I wrote back and told him the abuse wasn’t his fault.

I hoped he would believe that.  I know how hard that truth is to swallow.  To my surprise, he thanked me for replying.  He said it was a relief to tell someone about the abuse and to be believed.  Then he told me he had heard me speak the year before, and that’s when he realized the abuse wasn’t his fault.

I never heard from him again, but I think about him sometimes.  He’s twenty-four now.  Eight years ago he took that first step on his healing journey.  I hope he continued. 

Breaking the silence is so important.  When we do, we help others who still think it’s their fault.  It’s NOT your fault.  It never was. 

If you believe anything, believe that.  It’s the truth.

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Pamrla Pine link
2/17/2015 05:15:23 pm

Thanks, Savava. There are so many children who have been told that ior lead to believe that it is their fault. CSA is so profound and effects people so strongly. Everytime anyone proclaims and assures IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT AND NEVER WAS, they are helping to bring that idea that it had anything to do in any way with anything the child did to its knees (so to.speal). Thank you.

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